Dear Diary

p.s : i am a little tipsy right now and would like to apologize for the long post. hope you read it all.

dear diary,
23years ago, on 31st july 1985 at 3.15pm, a giant was born into the world. the giant is no other then, ME. 23 years have passed, i have gone thru good and bad times like everyone else has.
let me sort of 're-cap' what i have done in the past 23 years.

got educated in lodge kindy, st joseph kuching primary and secondary, spent 4years on a bachelor's degree in hotel management from taylor's college kl, with a degree from university of toulouse, france. well, that's education. at least i have a degree.

recently been to paris, toulouse and foix in france, went down under a few times in the recent years. travelled by car from toowoomba to brisbane to sydney to melbourne which took 3long days in the summer heat, wore a t-shirt and shorts in winter in australia and france. almost froze my balls off while in foix because it was extremly cold. i taught i was superman but 0degrees is no joke. been to wellington back in 89'. cant remember much. seen pretty beaches in malaysia, namely perhentian kecil, redang, and tioman. i think. been to jb, penang, ipoh, melaka, terengganu, etc. basically travelled to most states in semenanjung malaysia.

meet new friends from college life, goods and bads. some quite smart to know that i always go back to kuching with the aeroplane while some question why i always use the plane and not the bus. had alot of fun while in college, again, goods and bads. tried drugs. extacy, weed, 5cai but never took ice or k or anything else. it was fun, but i didnt continue with that lifestyle because i know whats good and whats bad. =) have consumed alot of alcohol. both beer and hard liqour like chivas, black label, dewar's, etc. still would crawl back to kuching for a crate of heineken instead of hard liqour. im a beer boy.

have got myself into fights back in high school and in college life. love it to the max while in form 3 where it was a street fight and i broke that buggers nose. never regret what ive done and would love to have a rematch if he wants a piece of me again!

have always been overweight since borned and dont give a F about what other people say. tried losing weight for many many many many years but always end up gaining more then i previously was. so screwed it, and live life to the max.

started driving the unser even before i had licence, ended up driving the volvo 240 after i got a licence and am thankful im not driving it anymore. upgraded to a toyota hilux 4years ago for my so called 'xmas present' and am still driving it. 4years and have only clocked 27000km in 4years! reason because i was hardly around in kuching. have been driving the unser again while in kl.

turned into a 'man' on my 18th bday when i got laid, have been getting laid since. had my first kiss last year. never gone into a real relationship, have been always single but. nvm. =)

so, this year, i really wanted so badly to celebrate my birthday in kuching but was shipped back to kl for some reasons. so, i actually wasnt looking forward to celebrating my birthday because, how the hell am i supposed to celebrate when i dont have any money?! i came out at 11pm on the 30th of july to countdown my birthday, in a cc, playing dota. how sad. and im not a pro. still very noob. spent time infront of the pc playing till i received sms-es from friends wishing me a happy 23rd birthday and a few phone calls and msges on facebook. am very happy they remembered. didnt expect some to know it was my birthday but thanks to facebook. i love facebook reminders very very much. but at least, its the taught that counts!

stayed up playing dota till 5am and was repeatedly raped in dota but it was at least something to remember. had breakfast with a friend till 6am, got home and couldnt sleep so started playing spider solitaire till 8am when the sms started coming in again. replied a few, ignored some. went on till 1pm when my body and mind and everything was just too tired and i slept till 5pm. got up, ate durians and bread because i was lazy to go out and watched astro till 9pm when i got a little hungry. again. decided to go have yong tau fu but ended up eating packed chicken rice because, while on the way out, www.yapthomas.com called and wanted to celebrate my birthday. so last minute. but am thankful. thanks thomas and nadia. you people made my birthday a little more meaningful. =)

so, after packing the chicken rice, headed home to change and make up and then picked thomas and nadia up. reached zouk, kl at 11.30pm and partied till 3am. opened a bottle of black label with CREDIT CARD because the drinks were abit too little. collected half the amount from the people i was with and i will have to fork out the other half. rm330! but i only need to pay smtg lik 180. i have to pay it back to my dad so i can still swipe the credit card for emergency purposes or instead of swiping the credit card in future, when he comes down to kl this saturday or sunday, my head will be swiped off! so its like i used the card first and i need to pay back the 'bank' for what i used. just hope he says i dont have to pay. ya right! dream on little fuck. i was a little drunk but am ok now. i drove back from kl to sunway and now am currently in subang, updating my blog and checking facebook for the msges ppl sent.

zouk was fun. saw this awesome chick. so cun. didnt talk to her. just watched from a distance. =( i seriously thinks she looks very familiar. shes either from kuching, or she blogs, or ive seen her somewhere out there, on facebook.

well, thats all for this post on how i spent my birthday. i hope i get a job asap. thats my only wish this year. its my wrong i have been lazing around since august 8th last year till now but i was at first promised a job in bintulu to work in the quarry and be 'quarry manager' but things didnt go on as planned and i was blamed for sitting around for so long. well, its ok. my life isnt as perfect. i get fucked sometimes for no particular reasons.

i would like to thank all that have wished me on my birthday. family and friends. for those who didnt, its ok. i dont accept belated wishes. you gotta wait till next year! and remember! its so easy to remember aight? 31.7.

take care people around the world who reads my blog. may it be cousins or family or friends or strangers. thanks for making my traffic flow raise! =)